This is part 1 of a blog my husband posted on his site at www.RegiStone.com. You really ought to check his stuff out while before going any further! He has shared this story on his travels over the last 14 years so he tried to condense it and this is what he came up with. One day, we’ll capture it all in a tiny little book that you can read, share and eventually use as a paper weight.Â
Some years ago we found out we couldnâ€™t have children. That was tough to hear. And living with that reality was even harder. We thought the first Laparoscopy would take care of everything. Then the second. And yet a third. Have you ever gotten your hopes up only to have them dashed like waves against a rock wall? It leaves you breathless. Unsure of how to cope or communicate. You make decisions you wouldnâ€™t ordinarily and life feels like a fog that wonâ€™t lift. That was our world for two years.
â€œWhen are you guys going to have kids?â€ This was the question we heard more than too many times. Baby shower invitations were difficult to open and it wasnâ€™t long before depression moved in like a cloud over our home. Been there? Writing about it brings up memories of great difficulty but living on this side of pain reminds me just how far God has brought us.
I traveled almost every weekend during those years which left my wife home alone. Alone, to deal with the pain. Even when I was home I wasnâ€™t present when it came to discussing children. I canâ€™t find any explanation why I didnâ€™t communicate with her, but I didnâ€™t and time dredged on. One particular weekend I was at an event when a gentleman approached me and introduced himself as Pastor Joe. He asked about my family and then the question came. Do you all have children? I told him we didnâ€™t and then for some reason I told him we couldnâ€™t have children. I didnâ€™t mean to tell him it just sort of spilled out before I realized it. He said he was sorry and told me he and his wife had struggled with infertility year earlier but that God had blessed them with a beautiful baby girl through adoption. He told me with a smile, that they now were enjoying their grandchildren. Before he left he asked me to contact him to discuss coming to his church as music guest. Since he had never heard me sing or play, I figured it was a nice gesture and that Iâ€™d never see him again.
Six months later I contacted Pastor Joe and was invited to a 4-day conference at their church. I didnâ€™t realize meeting him in the midst of thousands of people would be the beginning of a truly amazing story.
Part 2 coming soon.